Thank you, Open. Yes, I've been through this already. A few months back I've had a dream. I was in a dark place, sort of a 'cave', at least a very advanced form of it, a hangar, where me and some other people withdrew to. It was a different planet (Mars, Syrius? as a little child I was a huge fan of a cartoon about Syrius) and these were her final moments - accompanied by the feeling of complete turmoil and agony, hopelessnes as all life was being destroyed outside in an armageddon - volcanoes, earthquakes everywhere. And then, everything went black.

So much for karmic layers :) <3

wishing you well,

Márk