Dear Open ,

I have been feeling demotivated and pointlessness for the last week or ten days . In response I am on Day 6 of a deep cleanse ,a digestive reset of sorts that brings some purpose to my every day . Funnily enough I was drawn to a.sign that said 'astral pipes'. I have been feeling very strong crown chakra sensations . Also a violent dislike of sugar .

It's very interesting because I am feeling the energy of this moon just as you describe - a shifting of inner density . This coincides with my brother having a psychotic episode with suicidal and homicidal ideation and strangely enough with me holding empathic space for a man as he comes to terms with having a boy with Downs syndrome( on the same day ) . I saw mirror number saying how my brothers illness mirrors what's going on in society which is seemingly increasingly insane .

As far as the Sirius connection is concerned the fact that Downs is a chromosomal anamoly really spiked in my consciousness.

Seems connected ,I don't know how.

Thank you for the Ascension meditation . I need to feel more deeply into my feeling of demotivation

Megha

Megha