Dear Open ,

That phrase really pulls at me ,I know not why. And I am definitely contracted very often with fears and third dimension stuff . But since Bruge ,I feel a sense of regalness when I allow it . ( My small I is contracting as I write this ). She does not want to be the Wise one or the Leader . She wants to stuff her real essence and just fit in. Yet ,more and more I am realizing this being within . Who is wise and calm and Knows.

I am in Bhutan right now. I have always had a deep pull toward this part of the world ( Tibet,Bhutan and Sikkim). And it has felt very connected . The trip happened when I saw that the NICU in Thimpu was struggling . So my husband and I proposed taking some sessions here. They assented and then click click ,here we are . Even the air carries the calm that comes when the entire nation of 820000 meditates. We went to a beautiful Dzong ( fortress) within which was a beautiful Buddha . As I meditated the deity gave me a gift . Trust ,he said,I will grant you trust . Around me were these fierce green beings that we're benevolent but playfully joisting with each other . Today we made another pilgramage to a place called Tigers nest where Guru Padmasambhava is said to have meditated after riding his consort- a flaming tiger . ( I really feel to share this - anyone seeing tigers ?). When I meditated there ,I didn't see anything but my heart seems to have expanded a little more . And regalness ,awe they really came up. Even a layperson here will meditate and our guides were such wise kind beings .

Reflections are welcome . I am hoping all of you feel the love through the ether .

Megha