Hi Open & OH,

What is the truth of self expectation? I have been expecting things from the people and community around me and was feeling worried/outcast when it is not met. Today I got the realization that it's a self expectation. I'm exp3cting myself to be in a certain way. For me, it is , An independent, actively engaged in a cheerful and playful way. I love that beingness. I have felt it sometimes which made me feel I'm in my core. And I'm literally drawn to people who express these iqualities ,sometimes even feel jealous of them. There would be some truth in it. So my question is, What is the truth behind self expecting? Is it the yearning of the soul to express in a new way or a pushing by the ego?

I would be happy if you can provide some refections😊

Thank you

Soumya🌸