Hi Open,

I was feeling disappointed today. Couldn't see any motivation to be on the path. This thought was overriding me ~Whatever i do I will end up in the same shit hole. There is no light.

Later I meditated on this, i can see a need for an outcome in me. May be the situations are unwinded just to show me that. Hard to feel soul as I'm living in a crucible which is physically mentally and emotionally challenging me. But nothing is seen at the surface level. When I feel to express it somehow tears are coming out. Even it's happening now too .I don't know why this sadness. It's more like a lament.

This article feels like a cold breeze to me. Thank you for sharing.

Soumya🙏