Hi Soumya, let me congratulate you on stepping out and expressing yourself here in the community. Plenty more are realising the profound benefits of simply expressing themselves. You always get reflections and contemplations to dig deeper. Most importantly, by expressing yourself, you connect up energetic feedback loops with the universe - they mirror around you strengthens, thus pointing to authentic beingness and the path forward through your life.

You said this...

I have observed myself avoiding people including my father of the fear of being judged/manipulated/controlled?I won't say it's 100% fear, I think 50% i don't feel to engage with and 50% fear? Whatever it is, If i do not communicate How do I recognise people who can resonate with me?And there is also a feeling that I'm being unconscious at some points in my relationship with my father? Im enquiring that and it feels there is a lot to dig up.

I can empathise with you, my heart goes out to you. I can tell you many more in this community will recognise your situation - when you dare to step out and express soul, then others around you will often judge and try to undermine. It's actually because they feel threatened by your light. And also, there's understandable doubt that they could actually comprehend what you're experiencing.

Here's the point though: in your living situation, you don't have to just express in words. You don't have to justify or validate what you're experiencing from the people around you. You don't have to answer their questions or respond to their controlling. You can simply smile and shine!

You could be in their presence, but work to let go of the need to respond on their terms.

Does that make sense?

Love and well wishes

Open 💙