Hi Asya - sounds like you're having a powerful confrontation with the darkness.

As I can see you're doing, it's always about embracing the truth in these situations - and the rightness in them.

So the Torus feels deep and dark right at the core. But elements of the soul can fear sinking into this and so create victimised identity around it. As you're doing, it's all about embracing and settling into it. Allowing it just to be.

Then also awarenesses will arise from any karma that has gotten us confused in the darkness - taking pathways that weren't necessarily aligned.

Very best wishes

Open 🙏