Ahh Vimal, yes, I can completely empathise with this one...

How would I not create such convolutions in a world where my authenticity and this work is not recognised. I don't have a degree , a position or even a robe?

There's no requirement for you to guide those that need a "guru" in this way.
When the student is ready, the real teacher will arrive!

Bright blessings

Open 💙