Absence and integration through expanded awareness
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In regards to your question, I really like those reminders of the bigger picture and changes that are possible within a short period of years. To me it literally feels like switching my life into some kind of parallel Universe. Or to be more precise, starting to live and feel, as if I am part of this Universe, expressed as one's human life.
Speaking of my younger self, 10 years ago, there isn't much to ponder about. My perception was governed by the outside world, I might have noticed an early seeds of spiritual awakening that still needed few more years to actually sprout.
Synhronistically, I've just seen the perception, that came through me on this date (12.12.), excactly two years ago. Speaking of galactic alignment - this has been a phase of the emergence towards my "cosmic self". In what can be interpreted as some sort of "chanelling", there is a short excerption from this writing:
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Becoming part of the Universal brotherhood of star races
Request to become cosmic race pending. Operation in progress, awaiting full activation.
Journey through eons of time has found it's way into a fruition. As the cosmic heart of humanity is awakened through collective union of sacred hearts, the Universe is applauding our performance. We are The One's we have been waiting for, the innocent voice whispers through the subtle feelings of ascending humanity. Surrendering the bonds of seperation, call of the divine mother has ignited the hearts of a mankind. The cosmic seed is sprouting, rememberance of divine blueprint is shinig forth through new guides of the humanity. Leading by the way of being, the doorway into enlightened realm is way open. Through sense of shared heart, everyone is invited to join.
As the collective Soul of humanity is landing in our hearts, we are remembering - what our hearts are made of. Heart comes from the Earth. Deep within this big paradox, the journey towards the stars begins for humanity. Join us, the hearts anchored in love and embeded in luminescence, are singing. Let's travel home together, in our journey throughout the Universe.
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It's interesting to see how my active engagment with Openhand, that has taken part over those last two years assisted me in embodying this sense of expanded awareness and answered many of my "soul inquiries". I am grateful for this learning process of integrating more of myself into this life and sense of comapionship on the journey.🙏
I've touched an interesting sensation, reflecting all of those life changes. It can be described as absence, or lack of myself in this human life. Since returning from Egypt, I've had this sense of not being able to fully land back home. As if the part of me, simply don't want to engage in some of the "old ways" of living. The sense of expansion still keeps me hanging around in the ether, occasionaly resisting to fully land in the body.
Embracing this feeling of "lack of myself" in connection with expanded awareness emerging through my peak spiritual experiences, calls for some form of harmonization. How can I bring the sense of alingment within my daily activities?
Let's see what next cycle of (?) years brings as I am learning more about myself through this human life in times of the Great Shift.💚
