This sounds like a rich and bounteous exploration on the path, Soumya. Keep going - it's bringing up all manner of deep insights.

In sexual expression, there's often much buried sense of guilt to overcome. As you point out, often due to the restrictions and dogmas of religion and society - it seems particularly strong in India's cultural past.

I would say learning to become sensual and intimate with yourself is essential. It's a tremendous spiritual practice, that helps unleash the free flow of kundalini. But yes, there'll probably be a good deal of guilt and stigma, even shame, to overcome and let go of.

Where self-intimacy becomes a dance with your Twin Flame, it becomes easier to drop these distortions and limitations. Because you get to experience the sacred divinity of it.

Well wishes
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