Hi Edu - firstly I greatly commend the degree of self-reflection you've arrived at. It means you're empowering by taking ownership of what you create and why.

Sometimes there's a risk of getting a little too critical - too reflective.

To me, it doesn't feel like avoidance of your mother, but creating invaluable space. And if the possibility is there, why not do it now?

You could potentially make a mistake - but providing you learn from it, then you will have gained from it.

If you need to test the choice once more, just ask, "show me!" And then go with what the synchronicity reveals.

You'll always make an insightful choice - no matter how it goes.

Best wishes

Open 🙏