How the external effects speak into internal convolutions
In reply to Having a break down by Nikki (not verified)
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Hi Nikki,
I'd say there's a problem in how you 'transmit' energy through your Torus. The problem with the gearbox suggests there's a rigidity in how you flow. The oil warning light might suggest that you're being hampered by Black Snake entities in your environment. It may also be that there's attachment to the location (hence no parking space) and thus fear of moving on.
It's a degree complex, so it's going to involve a good degree of unravelling and focus on different layers of internal experience. It's also inviting courage for change. Especially change of lifestyle - because the gearbox suggests you're running the wrong gears at different times. Causing a 'crunching' of them - of the energy. Which then manifests as resource issues, because at times you're not flowing rightly.
I recall when reintegrating the flow here, at the beginning of my journey, how it stripped away everything that I owned. Until I was at the 'bare metal'. This is where we truly develop trust and lack of attachment/investment in material things. It means you become able to respond more flexibly through life's gear changes.
Despite cost issues, I would strongly suggest engaging with a skilled facilitator, particularly one who knows how to realign the journey and follow the path of the soul.
I would suggest you reach out to Tilly or Joy, who both express fearlessness in moving with the flow, at whatever apparent personal cost.
Much love and well wishes
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