Dear Zoe,

I live neck deep in the Simulation so I really appreciate this question and will attempt to express what my understanding of it is.

For me I suspect its more to do with intent. Are my actions and the general direction of my life in keeping with unfolding of my soul . Or protecting my smaller self. That to me looks like examining every single interaction and decision. And let me be honest -its hard NOT to fall into the general linear direction of the simulation. To go to work ,relate and act the same prescribed way every day. There is some monotonous comfort in it .

But instead,if i am in the vibrancy of my soul ,i am observing and rethinking each point of choice. As an example ,just yesterday I felt into how I am molly coddling my teenager and am attached to the idea of stability for her ( probably a projection of my own inner child’s need to be in some soft comfort since so much has changed drastically in my life and because of the upheaval it has unleashed ) . And how that attachment makes me blur boundaries in relating and in my decision making . I will hold back from expressing myself for fear of rocking the boat,dampening my own soul ray harmonic . This realization crept up on me suddenly yesterday . And as I let go of that attachment a new vibrancy and energy has come into my being . a renewed sense of purpose to …be my own self in all my messy glory :). No doubt this will cause further conflict down the road with anyone identifying with the Matrix -even my child who is the only member left of my erstwhile situation. And yet ,I am aware I just don’t have the time to play it small anymore .

That to me is the sort of initiative that will likely be supported by my soul family in the ether -that will support all initiatives to unfurl my brilliance ,but not those that impede it .

I hope this helps anyone reading . And I would be happy to receive feedback and reflections as well .

Megha