This is a brilliant question, Miha, and highly illuminating of the true enlightenment process (from the Openhand perspective)...

My question is therefore, how to find the right balance of equalising with the density/triggering reaction, before dropping in the Void (which might otherwise presents as disconnected bubble)?

The key is: "before dropping into the Void".

What I hear is that there are two perceived steps: 1) equalising with the density/triggering; 2) looking for, and dropping into, the Void.

To me, it seems (from what I'm perceiving) that in your process, there are these two steps (how ever subtle the separation between them may be).

Whereas true dissociation is to pass right through the experience by being totally in the soul and working on forging through. And then the Void simply renders in the background of the experience - there is no other step that some aspect of self is choosing to step into (who would be doing that?). It simply happens.

I would say, therefore, that you've rightly picked up a subtle avoidance mechanism, of the physical, in certain circumstances.

However, it would also seem to me, that you've manifested the perfect 'guru' to help you - in your daughter. How?

You said...

Witnessing her coming in and equalising with this tiny physical body. I have to admire every facial expression, cry and laughter... on baby's face. I guess, that's how they express energetic intensity.

So, can you fully feel the intimacy, every single nuance, of the given physical situations without 'zoning out' even slightly from them?

What a great teacher the Universe is - how immaculate!
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