Hey Catherine - your sharing touches me deeply - the degree of honesty you're finding, and your courage to do so out in the open here on the site. As we move into the higher dimensions, we become completely transparent. What do we have to hide? No one is beyond distortion. No one is absolutely pure. Not even a saint - if there are such things!

You said...

"Right now I'm feeling overwhelmed, pissed off, and angry about this crazy 3-D world."

That's the place to be - right in your truth. There's just too much denial of this going on in spiritual circles and perversely, it blocks people from the higher consciousness. There's no short cut through the trees. We have to get into our stuff if we are to ditch the baggage.

So let yourself be there. Let yourself be pissed off. How does that want to express itself? Open yourself up, let yourself express. Then you'll get right into the heart of the matter and begin to liberate the lost aspects of soul buried there.

I can imagine that you will recover more mobility with this approach. And I would encourage you to work with that. I've witnessed all manner of 'miraculous' healings through this work. They happen where people lose their attachment to the physical disability completely. But that doesn't mean shying away from in an emotional sense (I'm not saying that you are by the way). It means penetrating the feeling of it as if it is totally normal - you become one with it.

Like the neck pain you started to experience for example. I got the sense that this was deeply significant and karmic. The pain is the place where the light enters. So keep feeling it, keep accepting it, keep working through it - softly, gently and with presence. This is always the way to penetrate the darkness - the unconsciousness within.

We're all with you Catharine.

Open *OK*