Hi Wyndè,

Thanks for being so brave and sharing - this is how we truly solve the issue. By fully exploring what goes on in our consciousness.

The first experience you describe a long time ago, definitely points to the presence of a grey. The latter I'm not sure. But that doesn't really matter - if you're ever unsure about anything, just ask the Universe "show me". If you definitely need to know something, and stay present with the responses, then you'll get the message if you're meant to - you'll get what the moment is about.

Wishing you well

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