Hi Auntyangel, Perhaps - almost certainly - you are one of the few whose actually allowing themselves to fully embrace, go into, and honour just what exactly is taking place here on Earth right now. There's still a lot of 'turkey syndrome' going on - burying ones head in the sand and hoping this inconvenient truth will all just go away. I'd say if you're not feeling some degree of trepidation - and even a degree of fear - then you're not really embracing the truth of what's going on. What faces us is utterly monumental. As it starts to unfold, many will simply slip into shock and be overawed by it. I've experienced that in other constellations before. What's needed now is that we keep spreading awareness and keep confronting the truth of what's actually going on. It's only the truth that can truly set you free! Open