Hi Vimal, yes, making choices from the soul is quite different from ego led choices. You learn to hold your creations more lightly until you actually take the step into them, in this moment. So they start to shape well in advance, but they're not fixed, and they're much more fluid, they can adapt and change, although of course as we engage with the matrix, we will have to commit, and often a degree in advance. It's just the nature of having to blend with the system we're in.

Yes, this can be quite a challenge when making commitments in the matrix. But what I've found, is that even there, if you allow the mind to be open, then if something is truly meant to change, then just holding that knowing (of change) but without flapping and contraction, your building energy can transform the landscape in unexpected ways. Let's face it, we, as evolving people, are MEANT to help change the way things are within the old paradigm - it's in these difficult choices that we do this.

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There was a lot of intellectual efforting and frustrations created by the perfectionist in me and pulling in entities and nauseating. After a while a surrendering and a realizations that it doesnt really matter what I choose. Seeing that if I keep on waiting for the right choice which is guess is an illusion then I woudnt start at all, I booked the tickets to the nearest city for the available date. Even then there some confusion but this farm owner was available the exact date I was arriving which I thought was a clicking into place.

The crucial point you've realised here is, "It doesn't really matter what I choose". Yes, indeed! What matters is what you get from the choice. It is not possible to 'make a mistake' if you're always learning from what happens.

This is all about soul infusion - every event and circumstance in your life is inviting that. If there's some tightness or contraction around what happens, then you're revealing ego and shadow side. This can only be a GOOD thing because it shows where inner density constricts the flow of soul. So work into these situations to unleash soul internally through them - confront the distortions of fear, doubt and worry for example. What you then find is that the infusion of soul strengthens, and your creations flow more with the divine creation and get ever more accurate. But there's always flexibility in direction until the step actually lands.

Wishing you well

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