It's a very poignant video Amber (I embedded it for you).

It was a joy and a pleasure having you join us at Kiama, I know it was a challenge for you - hat's off that you came.

You said the 'magic and intensity has waned' since Kiama. If I may say so, there's usually a few reasons why this would happen: either the expansion has been integrated and normalised; but I strongly suspect that's not the case here. Sometimes we touch something that's deep and repressed but aren't able to go there at the time. We may chose to bathe in the energy and rise above it instead, but until we truly dive into it, there won't be a lasting release and integration of lost soul fragments.

Interestingly, I'd say your video choice points to where to look - into the impact of the divine masculine. What does that mean? How might you be subconsciously allowing yourself to be suppressed by it, then distancing yourself from it?

My advice would be to connect with an empathic facilitator (like Katie), who can take you deep into the pain of it. Then you'll likely process and integrate the divine masculine inside yourself. Then there'll be no more fear of it.

Offered with love and empathy

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