Hi Marije,

I have been exploring the feeling of being alone as well recently, definitely not to the extent what you are feeling at the moment. If I were feeling what you are feeling, I would use that as an opportunity to go right into it so as to amplify it and normalize with it. To accelerate the process, I would examine each distraction and not give in if i felt it takes me back to the comfort zone. Doesn't mean complete disconnection from the world though. And Openhand has tools dealing with this. I am especially fond of Bow Meditation.

Can you see the light in a person beyond the appearinces (ahh spelling, another distraction) even nasty ones. The words are challenging for me be written or spoken. There have to be other more harmonious ways of expressing. You speak of harmony. I have a strong feeling that harmony you seek is possible in our world, maybe not permanent but enough to remind or sense of home. Can you feel the breeze as you stand there? Do you remember La Palma, the trips, the kitchen fairies.

I am always inspired by Gaia herself. How can she sustain so much beauty and harmony even in the face of so much disconnection from human beings. I cannot even imagine it.

Wishing you well with your process.

Anatoly