This is a powerful, powerful inquiry Jen, just keep going!!
And I feel the honesty in it. That can't ultimately fail 👍

A few thoughts...

What does "free myself" actually mean? I'd say there are two levels of this. Firstly there's the ultimate freedom - to drop into the void of presence. But here's the challenge: something ALWAYS arises from there unless we go into denial, suppression or self-trickery (the imposter). The soul arises and is yearning to find aligned expression. So you'll keep hitting these identity layers, which must be worked through to find alignment.

You cannot fail in this endeavour because it is destiny. The only way to fail, is to stop.

Sometimes you'll feel super empowered and confident. But then in the next moment, you'll hit the grey area of a boundary, perhaps where your soul wants to be more tactile and empathic to another. So there are lots of chords to express within the soul-ray-harmonic.

Keep digging Jen. You're on the right track.

Open 💙