I think what you've described many people have experienced but then shut out. Yet the trauma is still contained within.

I incarnated somewhat unusually as a soul exchange, and retained the sense of relativity between expanded and contracted states, so it's in my consciousness. In many ways, I absolutely love the physicality of life - but I also know what it truly means to be in a physical body - that it's quite limiting aswell. The density pulls you in. For me, my soul yearns to keep breaking through, back to the more expanded state I know as my home.

But you do have to go back through the density, back through the trauma to truly get there. Otherwise the expansion is limited and 'held back' from what it could be.

I often observe - and say to people - 'that they are not truly in the body'. They'll often look at me quizzically. But you can't be fully in, until your karma has all been processed. The karmic layer distracts you from total embodiment. That's why the 5th Gateway is called "The Resurrection" - it's when you fully come into your body. It's then that any final trauma of physicality for example is felt.

To clear this pain, is to regress into it. Then it doesn't hold you anymore. I know that may sound paradoxical to some; but imagine there's something you're afraid of, you don't know what it is, it just stops you from fully experiencing you. So subtly you keep avoiding it, thinking that's the best way to handle it - push it away. But this becomes an internal struggle, which one day you acknowledge and then surrender into. You feel the fullness of it as you dive in. But then as you're fully immersed, suddenly your fear bursts; the identification with it bursts. You break through. And the breaking through is like no other experience you've known before - total empowerment and liberation.

That's why it's important to encourage and help people to regress into their limitations. In fact, they're golden opportunities!

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