Hi Chad - it sounds like a very rich and evolutionary cauldron you're in ♥️

One word that stood out was, "betrayal".

Intuitively I see a disconnect in your past from your own supportive "Team" in the ether. I think you'll find the book RESURRECTION illuminates this well. It's because the multidimensional bridge is often a challenging one to keep open - especially if "down here" we're efforting for an outcome, or are often in harms way. It goes "wrong", and so sometimes we disconnect from our team - then instead, perhaps try to build trust in 3D family. But more often than not, they can't see the real flow either. We learn to live an acceptable compromise, an acceptable limitation. Except we hit the point where we know it's no longer acceptable!

That's when we have to learn to build trust again, step by step, in our own multidimensional team.
Trust is rebuilt by being clear about where the path is actually leading - to the revelation and actualisation of YOU!

This kind of trust definitely works. And is most worth developing.
I find it helps to see life more as a game - be committed, 100%, but not to take it too seriously.

Remember, the flow can often bend in mid-air. In the facilitator work, I call it the "googlie", after English cricket. But in the US, you have the "curve" in baseball...