Softening into torture
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Yesterday, it felt like torture lying on my back as if all these needles in my legs especially so on the right side. But i kept working with it, feeling through it and doing breakthrough breathing. After a while, the nervousness and discomfort have subsided so i could stay with the feeling without a need to get rid of it. Didn't get any particular emotions but at some point got slight panic as i couldn't feel my legs. It does feel heavy though and in the morning as well. At some point, i felt like turning over so i could get some sleep as i couldn't relax more. I will keep working with it. Thank you for the support, Open.
With Love
Anatoly
