Synchronicity abounds! So I wrote this on Jan29th but didn't share, then this thread pops up on the landscape so here goes!!!

Last night was very restless. I awoke during a subconscious state while I was in the midst of a past life experience. I was caring for a soul in human form that had forgotten and given up. So I showed this being love, compassion through strength and fortitude. I was un bandaging feet that were rotting, I tenderly washed her face there was no physical pain just a deep sorrow. Then another came by my side to help as this other saw her value through "my" eyes or the realization that she was all of us.
Meanwhile, I felt the longing to leave to connect with other star souls who were awakened. You were all just steps away. I could hear you. I could feel you. I could leave that lost broken soul and join all of you. A part of me was tempted. I saw so many of you who I've crossed paths with during the Openhand retreats preparing to collectively raise up. Yet on I stayed, focused upon the ones who have given up.
Now as I write this, I know I have been here on earth many times over. That was me broken paralyzed incarcerated within the body haven forgotten all I am until the love from the one came disguised to show me I held the key to open my heart and my eyes to feel and see beyond this physical realm. I feel courageous to continue to do that.
Sometimes deciphering between the souls authentic pull and the longing to be within a certain environment or experience to stimulate a perceived emotion or energy within feels to be a thin line.

Erica