Dear Anastasia ,Aspasia and Open ,

I have been travelling and going through long haul flights so I didn't get a chance to post this. When I got into a car next to a toddler on New year's Eve ,guess what toy was hanging literally in my face. The cutest Baby Dragon ever !

I just read that story you write this week . And it melted something within me .

Aspasia ,even from so far I can feel your amazingly clear almost lightening like energy . It is so powerful ! And I so loved the experience of scuba . When I first got into the water it was really choppy and within me arose a massive fear of drwoning.Only after I equalized with it by snorkelling in those conditions ,did i gather up the courage to go in again. in many ways scuba is like being born again isn't it . Into deep warm waters ,and learning to breathe within an apparatus that is heavy and unwieldy until you are so busy looking at the sights that you ' forget' that it's not really you,you have just animated this suit for a little while in this new world.

When I was on Bondi beach just two days after ,I saw this massive cloud mass that came together and suddenly looked like a vagina . And then it started to rain. Signs of birthing .....

Thank you all for just Being . Have a great New Year !

Megha