Hi Elaine,

It's absolutely fine to ask - that's what I'm here for :-)

What you're experiencing is almost certainly karma. This is going to happen often on the path, so it's important to work to surrender more to the sense of life being a process: that you'll definitely keep moving into new layers internally. It's not about being beyond the process - even in enlightenment there is the continual process of unfolding and expression.

The important thing is to develop your own most effective ways of dealing with what comes up.

Did I direct you to this?....
Openhand 9 step healing process for dealing with karma

It's something we'll get deep into on the Breakthrough Course at Avalon if you can make it. It's sure to be very helpful.

It sounds to me like you have access to a very intuitive way of dealing with stuff that comes up - but perhaps not yet enough confidence to fully believe in yourself. Let's work on that.

Open *OK*