Hi Anastasia,

What you're describing sounds more like the progressive activation of kundalini rather than the infusion of the spirit light body, which comes after full kundalini activation and after the processing of all past life karma. However, you might get tasters of the spirit light body beforehand, which I believe is what's happening for you.

In short, yes, the progressive activation of kundalini can, and does at times, cause any of the intense physical symptoms you're experiencing. It all depends on how you are nurturing the lower aspect of self, physical, emotional and mental vehicles, in order to receive the integration of soul to facilitate kundalini activation. Imagine it this way, if you're opening up greater current in an electrical circuit, then you will get burnouts where the energy is coming through old and restrictive cabling. There are ways of ensuring there is a smoother transition. So your sharing invites a number of questions/inquiries...

1. What is the enegertic environment like in which you're currently living? How has it changed since the kundalini activation process began? Imagine it like growing a completely different plant. It has to be sewn in a soil which is commensurate with its nature and growth. If you're in a usual kind of family environment, it will most likely conflict with the way kundalini is wanting to integrate through the being. So it would be important to look at what the toxicity of your environment is likely to be, and what ways might you improve your personal immediate environment: reducing electrosmog, minimising the input of lower consciousness media, minimising misaligned chemicals used in the household. Do you have your own sacred space? If your partner doesn't share the change in energetic vibration, is it possible to spend time sleeping alone?

2. How has your diet changed to meet the shift of kundalini? Are you in the process of purifying? Have you been through deep cleansing and detoxification, especially of the colon, kidneys and liver? How much processed food do you still consume? and how much caffeine, alcohol and sugar? Because these will all retard the infusion of soul in the kundalini process and create adverse physical/emotional/mental reactions as infusion happens. Consider the water you're drinking - avoid tap water as much as possible, due to the amount of contaminants from the medicinal drugs industry and fluorides in the water supply. If you must use tap water, do so with a good quality filter and boil the water.

3. It sounds like you're having a strong purge on the intellectual plane, hence the nausea in the solar plexus and vommiting. So be especially careful of what you're allowing to sit within your consciousness - the judgmentalism in media exposure for example, or of how those around you might be expressing, which you might unconsciously take on (which your bodymind then wants to purge). Have you explored the inner child/teenager conditioning yet? Are you drawn to some kind of inuiry about relationships with your parents or school years? You'll likely need to regress into these times if not. The book 5GATEWAYS contains some useful meditations on unwinding the inner child/teenager identies, and it's an integral part of Openhand's stage 3 DIVINICUS course.

4. If the immediate outer circusmtances of your life are not being transformed to meet the internal infusions of soul, then it can likely lead to intense physical challenges including illness and breakdown for periods of time, as you've described. And so it may be necessary to get medical alternative help, bearing in mind that the mainstream health service has little understanding and acceptance of spiritual emergence and has the tendency to medicate which tends to retard or halt the soul infusion process. I would explore what's happening within the shift of hormones, which will likely be having a strong physical impact. In this regard, it could well be useful to get a blood sample check. Also you'll need to explore ways to strengthen the immune system - explore colloidal silver for example.

5. It is common for people to loose weight, if they engage in the intense physical transformation of kundalini. This isn't necessarily a problem at all. Consider that in society, the majority of people are carrying excess weight due to unhealthy diet and excessive consumption, and so it's become normalised - you can tend to look odd if you're not carrying excess weight. That said, you'll need to be careful of it not going too far - if fat levels reduce to very low, or muscle strength begins to weaken. Make sure you're consuming plenty of denser plant-based proteins such as chickpeas, lentils, nuts, seeds and grains such as quinoa and millet. And fatty fruits like avocados (especially) and bananas.

6. You mention the throat - I would consider the effects of adrenal burnout caused by the activation of 'fight or flight' mechanisms due to the increase in internal sensitivity, especially where one's immediate living environment isn't receptive to the new being configuration. So explore whether adrenal burnout is happening to you. Here are some of the symptoms...

• Depression
• Hormonal imbalance
• Severe PMS or menopause issues
• Sugar cravings
• Lack of energy
• Lethargy
• Decreased libido
• Struggle to get out of bed even after long sleep
• Inability to get to sleep at night
• Perpetual frustration
• Can't function physically without coffee/caffeine
• Mental fogginess

Consider if you need to take vitamins to bolster the adrenal system - vitamin C and B complex for example. Consider taking probiotic superfoods such as Maca and Spirulina.

7. On top of all of this, I get a strong sense that you're activating karma relating to what it feels like being a starsoul that is incarnated here in this dense environment. So having a committed approach to dealing with karma will also be essential (Daily Karmic Processing with Openhand).

I would suggest that you contact me privately to explore more deeply and accurately for your specific situation.

In loving support

Open