Hi Sakib,

That sounds like a wonderfully moving experience
As with all of this "paranormal" experiences, the key is to begin to interpret what they mean for you?
The sequence could indeed reflect a desire to leave this plane of existence - to "dematrialise". But if you don't get a strong feeling sense of that right away, then keep holding the inquiry until it becomes indeniable and real for you.

If you're wanting to activate the Torus and are new to the journey of Ascension, you might begin with this article here...
The Metaphysics of Our Spirituality within the Universal Toroidal Field

Very best wishes

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