Thank you, I will apply those. I think I’ve been in the 4D bubble and lost my footing. My physical life seems outside my control which affects my spiritual search. I live with family but there’s a massive disconnect, there’s a vibrational mismatch but I can’t move at this time for financial and health reasons. I have no one to engage such topics with, which I consider dangerous on a path such as this. In my dreams, I am being pursued by negative entities that take various forms or dreams of unwanted sexual nature, I don’t know what it all means. Surprisingly, I have no fears, just numbness, whereas in my bubble there was so much love and light and oneness. It all seems so confusing. I definitely believe I was and possibly still being manipulated (including genetics) by deceptive forces on the path, since I’ve had no facilitator, community or friends. Just individual practice, with highs and now lows.

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