Unwinding Inertia
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This is an amazing, powerful article Open, indeed a gift and a much appreciated mirror.
I recognize this in my present experience...."In my perspective of reality, the original aligned purpose of the "Black Snake" core energy, is to bind a karmic construct together for the purpose of mutual exploration and growth - hence the binding of realities around a karmic judgment. But as that learning has been assimilated, the energy is meant to unwind, dissolve, and allow the light to release into the higher paradigm, which is now yearning to take form."
It has felt for a long time that there is a containment of two oppositional directions within me, but the intensity over the last few months has become so intense...and felt like tearing apart in the center of my chest. Even though there is movement in a direction that feels aligned with the higher flow there has still been attachment in the old reality - a part of me not wanting to let go. Interstingly for me, the reflection from those co-creating with me has shifted so much that it won't even allow me to stay stuck in the old emotional attachments to the dying reality constructs....it's transformed and all the elements of it are ready to reshape...so I can only let go or torture myself.
A couple night ago I saw the film "Downsizing" and witnessed a powerful reflection. The main character is distraught at the nearing end of the world (brought on by the methane gas releases in the Antarctic) and torn between heading into a vault deep in the earth to "save the species" or to engage with the world as it (and he) transitions. He is in a tunnel pulled between going down and holding onto an old reality or exiting the tunnel through a rapidly closing door to the new. This shifted something inside of me and I expressed all the stuff I have been containing...all the confusion and the directional pulls that are wrenching me inside and found again the thread of truth within me. Literally the next day, the reality was free to shape in a way that had been challenged up to now. It feels like I needed to resolve my resistance and now it is finally firmly moving in the direction that feels absolutely right. I feel finally released in a way that I haven't up to now and excited to see how this will all reshape ?.
Much love to you all,
Jen
