Thank you Jean-Michel and Aspasia for another timely message which have been coming on a regular basis. Signs in synchronicities, WOW. For some time I been trying to right here about my adventures at the 5-day retreat. It may come in dribs and drabs or not. Even with this new program that takes my words and puts them down in writing showed up in my email after I got home from the retreat. I find it difficult to put it down, just hasn't felt right yet. Jean-Michel you mentioned freewheeling, this is one of the things that Open had us do on the last day. He asked us how we felt and to hold on to it and take this out into the Matrix and see what answers we get. The feeling that I had was I felt everything and nothing. Not knowing what to expect I went out the door. First sign I seen from the doorway was Perfect life, the feeling I got was this is for somebody else. Without moving I look to the right and the name of the church was Saint Rose, Rose was the name of a beautiful lady that had joined us at the retreat. So I thought maybe the message was for her. I started to walk and across the street there was a sign in front of the school that said Open excavation, was not sure about it, but it didn't feel right for me. I walked a little further and another sign which said Partner Groups, another interesting sign. I walked a little bit further and here was a graveyard with two gentlemen working in it, a small graveyard off the side of a big one. I've always been drawn to graveyards and find a lot of Peace there. So I went in without disrupting the two men working there. As I walk through the graveyard I noticed that it was a family plot, one of the names on the stones was Downey which made me think of the UK, then realize that it was Downing. As I walk through the graveyard looking at the stones and dates on the stones, feeling the presence of all of the names with me as I read them. I came across a broken Stone made of slate and when I looked at the front of it, there was nothing on it. No Engravings. I felt the need to embrace this Stone and as I did, then felt a draw to sit with it. As I sat with the stone in my arms I ask myself Show Me. It came to me how I was truly feeling was like a blank slate. And when I open my eyes there was a purple nylon flower petal next to me. The color purple has been with me for a while now and that's a whole different story. Anyway I talked to the two gentleman before leaving, thanking them for their service. They had their own stories to tell and one of the gentleman thank me for recognizing the work that they were doing and said I was the only one that had noticed. At that moment at the back of the graveyard this beautiful, remarkable, colorful pheasant walked out from the brush into the graveyard and looked at us. At this time I pointed out the Pheasant to the two gentlemen and I said I'm not the only one that thanks you for your work here. This is the universe's way of showing that what you are doing is received. I was quite excited to get back in the share my freewheeling experience with the rest of the group. As I shared with the group I had pointed out that the feeling that I had when I was leaving was one of everything and nothing and that's a blank slate fit right in the middle of the two, how awesome.

Aspasia when you mentioned Pixies helped me write this. At the end of The retreat I had a moment to talk to Open a little bit. Earlier on that day he is taking us on a meditative Journey where Open asked to visualize an animal or something that we believe to be our spirit animal. I could be wrong about how I'm explaining this but I think you will get the just of it. I've always been close to the eagle and I always believed that it was my spirit animal. So as I follow this journey that Open was guiding us through led me to a field. At the end of this field, what I could see was a pink flower with different shades of blues and yellows leaves and a green stem. The closer I got what I noticed was the leaves were in the shape of people as was the stem, with the flower tilted towards me. So I look behind in the shade of the flower and lo and behold what eyes could see was a pixie which I referred to as a fairy.

Open's interpretations of my dream was bang on. I'm getting nervous now after proofreading this and what he told me is eluding me. If I don't send this now it will surely be deleted. As for all things that I right get deleted because of proofreading and scared of making mistakes that other people will see. It's funny though because if I was right in front of you or a group of people I could share my experiences of whatever happened without any deleting.

Much love and gratitude
Charlie