Sexual conditioning
In reply to Feedback to Ra by Evangeline
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Thank you for sharing this, it's connecting a lot of dots for me. I can clearly feel the energy of the distorted feminine actually wanting to be a quick fix for this immature masculine energy and to be objectified and oppressed, how illogical it may seem. For me it feels really challenging not to engage in that, though I'm starting to break it down because I begin to see how heavy of a price I pay. Because of a deep karmic wound most of my life revolves around this theme, "obey, perform and look perfect" and the sexual energy invasion for me triggers this programmed behaviour. By not engaging with it I'm confronted with a deep ancient pain around not wanting to be here, and basically checking out of the lower chakra's. If not for this conditioning of "obey, perform and look perfect", there seems to be no reason for my existence. It's a very deeply ingrained and heavy program that's hard to break down. I have to keep engaging with the lower chakra's, even though right now that means I completely break down afterwards.
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