Heyas!

Yesterday I was just sitting there outside sanding and polishing one of my newer rocks and as I was working on it my mp3 player started playing the implant removal meditation and I immediately stopped what I was doing and just had a very deep thought inquiry regarding it. I'm near positive I have one or I have something that connects up to me through my right temple. I feel the pressure and its not often times pleasant. As a matter of fact the more I sometimes just go about my business, do my own thing the pressure gets more intense. To which I just raise my hand towards that which tries to connect and say hold on a minute, woman on a mission over here doing this and that just be calm.

So as I sat there thinking about this, thinking about all I have learned and wondering exactly how I am learning different stuff it kind of dawned on me that perhaps this is how I am learning, perhaps this is my way and whatever it is that sends out signals/tonalities/helps me learn cant be all that bad and I am very thankful. So I just clicked next on my player and it wasn't more than a half dozen songs later that the ascension meditation came on and I just smiled and thought well ok then. I did that and I feel much more free now in my spirit and realized all I ever had to do was just un complicate matter within me. Because all matter anyways is just energy.

I have to say too that I didn't even know this was yesterday's start of a new retreat. Just so synchronistic and I just gotta say I might be the odd person here keeping her implant but I just love this matrix/life/what is this that happens in such a manner! Its amazing and to me there are no good or bad “things.” That there inside of me is what creates that, so back to making nothing of most it and just living and learning for me :)

Wyndè