Dear Open and all,

thank you for having the community share your experience on the ground during the course, this brilliant idea is really having a big effect all over.

Recently - to be exact since my debut in Consciousness work with others - there was a big wave of guilt coming over me, like a Tsunami carrying all kinds of emotional debris that i was busy integrating in the last two months.

Since yesterday i have not eaten much, had a maximum of stillness and now while listening to "Let it all go", another layer seems to open up inside. It's about feeling alone, like a solitary eremite far from everyone and estranged from the human ways. Is this a sign of clinging to 3D Consciousness out of fear of the unknown?

Certainly not the first time that the aspect of being alone knocks at my door (i am living in Mali for three years now alone with lots of stillness for inner explorations), however now is the first time i realize that this is connected to my belief pattern of having be able to lift up everything on my own. But it doesn't feel like a lack of trust in the divine or in myself. Unconsciously giving myself the responsibility to carry the weight of the world on my shoulders and hardly allowing myself to let others join in, i guess that's more like it.

Wow, when thinking about this, it is so clear that in every experience i made, i was never alone. So i decide to "Let it all in" now, allowing others (and eventually a partner) into my life, while continuing to challenge and to normalise in karmic patterns of being overtly careful about my associations and to share responsability.

A big heartfelt thank you from the south and great continuation for all of you,

Thomas