This resonates and feels comforting to read.

It's become obvious on one level for me that when I feel I truly need something in my life, like my own small cabin to do inner work or a flat in the city centre shared with other people on the path, but then also let go of it, it will suddenly appear in my life. It seems I always have exactly the circumstances and the amount of resources I need, though not a lot more.

The last few months it seems obvious that the agenda is to really make people worry about resources, to keep them in survival mode. Finally this caught up with me too, especially the last days when Ethereum crashed down to the old supportlevel. When I use the method you recently shared to get to the roots of the feeling I guess my ultimate fear is to suddenly run out of money and loose both the flat and my small cabin. What then? I guess I would end up in a tent in the norwegian nature. What am I afraid of? Definitely being cold all the time, freezing. I guess that's something to look into for me. I feel I can accept physically dying, but not staying alive cold all the time.