I felt heavy and dense too
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The last few days I felt something was way off. Very lethargic, dense, no motivation, even though I was going to reply and share my inquiry and some of the symbols I'd seen in my dreams and were being shown to me again. I think the greys must have really been blocking me. I ended up just laying around on the couch doing a lot of nothing and napping. Watched some tv cooking shows but not interested in eating much. I've been doing more fasting than usual since our big storms and power outages last month. If it's dark and stormy...might as well fast so I have.
But after a couple of days of this really heavy stuff over the weekend, I knew this had to be an attack and not just myself so I worked at bringing the Torus in more. I hadn't even had the energy to drive a mile to the ocean it was so heavy on me. But after really focusing the Torus movement, today I got dressed in decent clothes, not my holey rags, and drove to the beach. The ocean must have had some really high waves, driftwood was scattered all over the parking lot and huge trees had been washed onto the rocks separating the parking lot from the ocean. I sat a while and enjoyed the immense wave energy of the incoming tide. It helped me feel better and then I came here and read what had happend with the Greys attacking over the weekend.
Even though I was under attack with all kinds of fearful thoughts that were relentless, and not immediately aware of what it was, my soul finally informed me that it was not me, it was an intense attack on me. So I will make some caffeinated Earl Grey Double Bergamot tea today and celebrate that I'm here for a reason and to keep moving forward! I read everyone's responses and they were all great. I have to say that Vimal's comment about running naked make me laugh. I didn't see it as any unwanted mental pictures, we're all designed with wonderful human bodies that should be celebrated. We came in naked so it's not shameful in my opinion. I only saw a joyful thought there for a second and it made me laugh, which I've needed after all the density of the attack.
So I say Thank You to Open and everyone else for the informing of what the Greys were doing. I'd realized it was an external attack before I saw the article today but reading here really uplifted my mood. Y'all are my soul family and I love each and every one of you! ![]()
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Sherri the Sunny one
