Thank you Open and Miha, your responses have given me much food for thought.

There was a powerful pull to post my experience yesterday, which now makes me wonder if I was unwittingly used to express the Greys' victimhood distortion.

I had thought I'd worked through this karma, but since I relocated to Glastonbury, a lot has come up for me with the Greys, especially a sense that their collective consciousness didn't want to let me go, even though I thought I had cut the cords. I now realise that I need to explore more deeply, as you have both helped me recognise that too many of the Grey traits remain for comfort. It is not always easy to recognise what is 'mine' (for want of a better word) and what may, in fact, not be mine at all, especially as, like Miha, many, if not all, of these traits have been with me the whole of my life. Even writing this brings up interesting internal reactions of both fear and excitement as I consider the implications of this.

I take Open's point about excessive compassion. I absolutely do not condone the appalling things which have been perpetrated by the Greys (and possibly me as one of them) and which fill me with horror and revulsion. Usually, I believe I manage to balance compassion with a very no-nonsense attitude when crimes are perpetrated by one being against another are involved, but I can also see that the pain of my own experience may have caused me to express in this way.

I am so grateful for these exchanges, which have opened up a whole area for me to work with which I thought had been resolved. Thank you for shining a light on this🙏.

Namaste.

Pam💗