Hi Openhand,

This strikes such a chord. I've been following a particular direction and there has been obstacle after obstacle. I kept hearing that if it was meant to be it would be easy, like surfing a wave. Yet I known in my heart and soul, this is the right way I am going. There are no intentions, it is not a goal or mission. It is simply my destiny, the outcome is inevitable. So many nuances to reflect ourselves against. Just reading through how to process karma, on that, not so sure. I've really fallen off the wagon in terms of functioning lately, exercise, diet, in fact I feel disabled. There have been times I don't know what to do with myself, nothing will suffice. I see this tall intervention in my life, especially the inertia, repetitive cycles to save the time and energy of innovating each time. Then getting stuck in the old habits, old karma coming up. I will be tuning in to get myself clear. Hopefully, I will make it to a retreat! refresh the paradigm.

Uncomfortably strung, Len.😅