Thank you Open, your support and understanding are greatly appreciated. And of course you're right! I'm struggling with projecting and channeling, not just with that issue but with the issue of unhealthy attachments and anger and resentment at people who, because of my over-giving over-sharing over-sympathizing then treat me as though I'm obligated to coddle them and take care of them. It comes straight from the dynamic between my younger sisters and I, and learned from my mother who vascillated between rejecting and then over-giving from guilt, and my father who's caring and attention where very inconsistent. Very poor boundaries. I do exactly the same thing though and I have so much rage when people start demanding from me in any way or try to attach to me out of neediness (which I myself also have a habit of doing, tho that seems to be fading) because I don't know how to detach without using anger which of course makes them angry and vindictive. Same old shit. but then I reciprocate the anger people project on me, trapping myself in this ugly low vibing dynamic. Channeling the black snake. It knows me well and exploits me and It's my own fault. It's so frustrating and I just can't seem to let it go; my ego won't let it go!!! but at least I'm aware of it now. And I'm starting to use your technique of not dropping it yet or looking for a fix, or even focussing on the other's behaviour as what created it when I know full well I create this everywhere I go. Sorry for taking up your time I know you're busy and I have the ascension exchange to address this but it's such a big hurdle and with the 777 and extra solar activity directed at this neck of the woods it's been coming up in relationships and I desperately want to be free of this prison! Needing an outcome. I even had a vision where I was a rocket but I was just circling the upper atmosphere because my sister was attached to the rocket. I blamed her but I see now I'm just as attached and it has to be me that truly lets go for good. I also had a vision of a black snake that was intertwined with my DNA. Anyway that's where I'm at, thanks for listening and for your very important reminders and redirection! All the best in Avebury, can't wait to see what comes out of it. Thanks again🙏❤️

PS sorry for the language, still expressing that way, i sure do need to grow up!😉