Thank you Open for holding the space! I felt to share a piece of my journey. I feel the truth within your words and here are some that came through…
On the edge of the alchemy within a changing landscape is where emergence, transformation, and transcendence seemingly occurs. Consciousness shifting once again to breakdown yet another identity that was perceived to effectively transport the soul through this third dimension of physical reality. Feeling the cracks breaking and not getting lost within the process allows the integration of emergence of yet another layer to simultaneously dissolve and formulate which creates a perceived sense of instability on some level.

The invisible internal tug of war within is a game that is being played. On the surface appears harmless yet deep within the constructed psyche it becomes maze like, encountering past karmic experiences becomes a sign post where energetic tangles unravel another knot in the rope. Each knot encountered reflects a pain source, a lesson to unlearn, a hurdle to overcome, a self inflicted handcuff to break away from all constructed from imaginary neurological pathways to keep me holding onto the rope….engaged, immersed, pulled into the constructed perceptions that ultimately enslaves the energy of the soul. At one point in time a great warrior chief or Maat…

this is inviting a process to occur.

Perhaps given the energy of Ra on this thread, I have felt the energy of Maat emerging who is said to be the daughter of the sun god, Ra.

Her name has come through me for years and I have danced on the surface intentionally as the energy feels immense… the weight of the responsibility feels like a ton of cement yet it’s with a feather that a heart is weighed. Here comes the inner struggle yet again as the human mind puts restrictions on perceived experiences creating doubt which I see as a box, applying limitations which I see as chains, stripping away the joy of an authentic experience which I see as a lock being turned. Going deeper into the knot, pulling, digging deeper, unraveling to the core…. Responsibility weighs heavy on my heart and I see that reflection.

As I let go energetically, free the mind….Am I falling or am I flying? Allowing the weight to fall away, the grief and well of eternal tears begins to flow and wash over humanity. A sense of relief ensues and for a brief period of time I feel the soaring freedom as another identity is freed. Did I truly let go or am I just between the knots.

The first time I encountered a knot and unraveled it, I felt I was truly free. I felt the pure joy… The second time I thought.., that was it! I did it again, I died again to live on. The third time, I started to recognize the pattern….This single life contains a series of deaths and resurrections as the soul is on a trajectory to coexist harmoniously within and without…. Enlightened

much love to all on this courageous journey,

Erica