This very good news to me, as ive just about had it with this 3d bs. ive just finished the 3rd week of a 4 week employment program, preparing to return to the fray in order to finance attending retreats and connecting with a facilitator, and im seeing again the blatant hypocrisy and deeply unbalanced holding of power by the gov which runs the program. it's all "fit into our box" and "cast aside your authentic self" to run the great machine of commerce which favours the controllers/hoarders for the priviledge of attaining the basic needs of life and any quality of life. mostly the paradigm of "expect little to nothing from us but be prepared to give evrything" irks me. and if you want more you have to cast aside who you are and become the same controller/hoarder type. sickening. i cant stand being controlled, but i see the necessity of it; i havent been able to figure out any other way yet. so onward through the muck i tramp. it will be a great opportunity of learning and equalising with lower energies whilst learning to come deeper into myself, learning to hold the center through the storm. a great practice to not letting the matrix pull me away from my true self; standing firm in my sgob while the machine churns around me. and illuminating/processing out the lower vehicles which still hold on to so much. i almost welcome a great cleansing because i see no point to this ever continuing saga of slavery and imprisonment. yes i still hold on to wanting it to go a certain way; this fear of not getting a chance to experience being the most highest and optimal human version of myself and jumping straight into a whole new existence is something i still struggle with. that fear of missing out, of losing who i am. it shows how much work ive yet to do as i know on a lower mind level i will be more myself than i could ever imagine, and free in a way ive never known. chicken chicken chicken, but the beauty of the matrix is how its pushing me further and further to the edge; i want more and to run from it and if that means 'jumping itno an erupting volvanoe' i am getting closer and closer to being ready to do that. it really is time, no more bs. i will embody the enrgy of the dragon in this upcoming chinese new year and do everything it takes to work towards my freedom. the video has brought up such wonderful feelings of that and THAT is what i dont want to miss out on. doing the multidimensional mediation im happy to see my ability to go deeper and see the light infusing deeper into the lower planes. funny though its almost as though my spirit is eager to 'get up there', it doesnt wait for the guidance before its moving on of its own accord through the heart and beyond. im jsut wqorried im not abchored sufficiently so as not to 'fly off". something to keep working omn. wishing you all well and thanking you Open for this highly inspiring and deeply heart warnming video (the interview with Tilly was really nice!). huge thanks for taking us to la palma vicariously, the wanderer in me is very grateful to you for that!