Open, I often feel a little despondent when I attempt to discuss these things with others, family members for example, and I am met with blank looks or attempts to change the subject. It just feels so glorious to exchange with somebody who is evidently more than interested, fascinated, in love with the subject and so evidently eager to share and illuminate. Your engagement and enjoyment of animating aspects of the quantum, the source, give me feelings of inclusiveness and the sense of coming home, thank you so much. As you have inferred before, trying to describe the one and defining the one doesn’t ultimately work. I can very easily live with the concepts as you have outlined, almost coming in laterally and describing the approach to the source to a point where knowing surrender takes over. This spiked something in me, something that has come into focus recently. When one tries to confront the reality of the quantum, it subtly moves away. And to see that on one’s spiritual journey, if one efforts too hard, determines too vigorously to ‘achieve’, to get results, to see improvement, to perceive  the flow directly, to deepen one’s practice and scrutinise the outcome, the perception of source can move subtly away. There’s the premise of trying too hard. As in this exploration of what source is, there is  the temptation to become too prescriptive and mental and thereby attain that which cannot be attained mentally or through strategising or excessive efforting. I’m seeing less ‘razzamatazz’ these days, lucid dreams, visions, visual phenomena, but I’m getting more subtle connections through signs and synchronicity and movement of energy through my body. This conversation we’re having seems, for me, to be pointing towards the merit of application and preparation in the shift, yes, but while being careful not to thrust too directly, too head on, to expect nothing and maintain an open, in the moment state of awareness. I briefly thought recently, ‘nothing much seems to be happening in field feedback terms’, but maybe that’s because I am increasingly being less ‘spoon-feed’, as I was in the past and what is being asked now is to ‘practise what I preach’, to quietly go about knowing and trusting. In all probability, the razzamatazz was mostly distraction anyway.