Thanks Open, that all helps. And I'm looking forward to reading Avalonia!

I had a goofy incident last night that kind of relates to this. I went to a ballet performance in my city, so I wore a pair of nicer shoes that I rarely wear. And when I was walking from my car to the theater, about a 10 minute walk, the soles of my shoes literally started falling apart. A few large chunks fell off on the sidewalk as I was walking. I didn't have an extra pair of shoes in the car or anything, so all I could do was pick up the pieces, throw them in the nearest garbage can, and keep walking.

I'm sure there are many layers of symbolism in all that. I definitely feel like parts of me are falling apart, and there's nothing I can do but throw out the pieces and keep walking. I have no idea where I'm going, but I guess that's all part of the process.

Best wishes 💜

Zoe