Hey Jenny. Your post made me laugh. Here's to losing control without being arrested! LOL

The first line of your first comment (to Open) really struck me. Although, I don't know how the conversation turned towards reliance, I'm grateful for it. THAT'S been my big lesson this week.

I was raised being overly-nurtured while at the same time under-validated (if that makes any sense), and looking back to 10-15 years ago, I was so entitled and insecure. From where I stand today, I recognize how it's still my first inclination to look to *receive* help. I'm trying to pay very special attention to that. So, it's interesting that you mentioned that, off the bat.

At the same time, this stuff is helleva hard, is it not?!? (lol) It helps to talk to other people, and see what others are experiencing and feeling in regards to these things. I know this is a personal journey, and the only true answers come from personal discovery, but like you mentioned above, I feel a deep level of trust here. I'm far away from Avalon, but nevertheless, the synchronicities and pulls that I have to the Openhand work, feel born from beyond this incarnation. Very special.

Thanks for your input. Much love.