Thank you Appolonius for the heart warming reply...I was feeling a bit of a chill from a sense of overexposure =). I had a friend that strongly reflected to me the inner critic that says I am not enough... She was very tough on me and showed me how it felt to have all my distortions pointed out to me without my own self-realization... It was just a reinforcement of the inner belief of not being good enough. This post brought this up for me not because that's what I received here but because it is what I was unconsciously looking to experience.. . However, there were many gems that came out of that experience and one was that I wanted to be the shiny gem already without going through all the "rubs". So I am far more willing to be vulnerable, to show all my messy not aligned patterns/behaviors. What I feel is being invited now in every area of my life is to tune more into the pause before the action, the words and feel if it is truly aligned...as there can be as much distortion in sharing as in containing but there is an aligned expression for either .. A time to share and a time to contain.... Not based on ideas but on feeling and I will surely not get it right at first but the experience is the teacher!

I love what you say here...
"Let's all drop one drop at a time into the endless sea of the seer!"

You have a beautiful way of expressing in words ... Thank you for the reflection ... It has been so helpful!

x Jen