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I discovered in my thirty's that I am dyslexic. It has been a function I have learned to compensate for even tho I still go right when I am told left. I noticed last night while passing the time with a hidden object game ... when I had a preconceived idea of what an object should look like ... I couldnt find it. It was only when I slowed down and focused on seeing the objects that were actually there vs what I was trying to find. Sounds like an obvious thing to do but it was a clear reflection of distortion in my perceptions. I have conditioned myself well enough to process information given, deduce an acceptable answer with the goal to be considered correct. I adapted to this process because my version was rarely accepted and feelings are not allowed. I conformed to the simulation and I did it well. Free wheeling is like stepping into another dimension ...to stop identifying what I think is there and allow myself to slow down and be with what isnt immediately identifiable. It is literally reprogramming my mind. As an empath I feel but its distorted to support the mind. When I genuinely let go into the flow it makes little sense. Its exciting and frightening to let go of the conditioned mind. To allow myself to come out of the protective cage I have built. Maybe that is the synchronicity of seeing the devas in a cage. I am in one too. Time to open the door!

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