Hello again
well I went out asking "show me" and within two minutes I had to slow down behind a van that said COMPLETE - I took this to mean its time to complete with the relationship just like I have been feeling on and off for a while.I did think that it was my soul urging me to do a meditation yesterday and keep my time free for that and now I feel I have resisted my soul urges many many times in last few years. I think I am beginning to tell the difference between the soul urges and the small I urges. I then another five minutes into my journey (and on thinking how will I do if I end it) and there was a lorry with RECOVERY written on the front of it! This amazed me to have signals/synchonicity so quickly happen when I asked. Then I was when parked up looking at why I panic and am desperate for time alone (being empathic I do really feel others stuff like its my own. I looked out of my rearview mirror and a van with "Clearview" drove by - haha I need to be able to be clear of others vibes in order to have a clearview of what I need etc. Then I realised that the angel knecklace that I have hanging on the mirror in my car was pointed/angled straight at me and it gave me an incredible feeling of peace I felt it was my twin soul perhaps just letting me know/feel it is there for me. I just sat and softened into all the feelings associated with my relationship and being around others and feel much more peaceful and my throat is no longer sore :) I could feel how so many decisions I have made have been from a fearful place and how its led me to pretty serious problems. Always going with the "safe and secure" way and missing some opportunities to be more soul-ful in my work etc. I really felt I had been evolving but looking at all the reactions/tight spots I have triggered over and over again I am beginning to wonder ! Quite a process ahead. Thanks so much for your time and help much love Elaine