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Well I find this very interesting how I am sitting in Florida right now with a massive hurricane approaching and all the models say "it doesn't look like she can decide which way she's going yet" ahhhhhh!!!! seriously it's the craziest mirror =). As this storm approached I had eerily strong synchronicities ...including a car coming barreling at me head on yesterday on a two way road...so I felt strongly to get motivated and prepared to leave immediately ...and now I am in the position of I could stay or go - I am perfectly prepared for either path but unsure of the rightness of either as the course is changing and guidance feels like zilch. It looks like the support was to find the drive and focus to get everything together here for me, dog, kids, house and now it's just sitting in this unsureness ...so what to unveil now within myself. I see there is a part of me that wants another adult to come with me to meet the road and all it's challenges right now (heavy traffic gridlocked as the southern part of state evacuates, lots of panic being posted online about gas and water running out, no places to stay)...the other adult (a girlfriend and her kids) is indecisive and swaying toward staying. I feel like I can't stay in this wishy washy zone...have packed a tent and booked a room North of here, have all I need and plan to leave at 5 am tomorrow if it feels right. I know it's not about doing...but if it's about being then it comes down to slowing down, tuning in...there is the pull between patience and direct action and the combination of the two. Also there is fear about getting stuck here. What a learning process this is! With love, Jen
