I'm new to the forum. haven't had time to read a lot here but would like to post my story. I'm in much need of help.
So before the new year I was a normal guy didn't no anything about spirituality. However I knew about the law of attraction and used affirmations to achieve my goals in life. I had been trying to manifest my perfect financially wealthy lover and thought I had done so when I met this girl. She seemed perfect and I was excited. I wanted to be persistent. However after a couple days talking to her I felt my mindstate change. Not knowing much about the third eye or spirituality I had just assumed this was me responding to this new woman in my life. A lot of things happened in my life that could be perceived as negative but I finally knew she was manipulating my energy, emotions and mind when my affirmations to improve my life were not having any effect. Long story short when I asked her to leave, she had managed to manipulate me to pop my pineal gland give me a contracting aura ( thoughts only resonate with survival statehttps://www.mindbodygreen.com/0-4351/Not-Glowing-3-Signs-Your-Energy-Is…) and a suppressor parasite entity implant. Basically my mindset had remained the same as when she was manipulating me. I believe this is alike from when my third eye had been activated.
I managed to fix the contracting aura energy block and the implant however my affirmations still don't seem to be working, nor are the subliminals for self improvement. In my view I see little vortex and eye shaped out of energy. It just looks like a static backdrop. I don't know much about it because I've never really went into the spiritual part of my mind all I did before was notice how my subliminals and affirmations had changed it for me to improve. Now I notice nothing at all! I really hope it is a energy block because I just want to start improving through my subliminals and affirmations again. Was hoping Openhand, if you were a distant healer that could provide me a solution. Please if someone here could suggest a solution to my issue it would be greatly appreciated. I met this girl at the beginning of the year but five weeks ago was when I felt my state fully change to all these issues and I noticed her leave. Please help.